Chapter Forty - Three

“It’s not Bunny,”

Elisabeth layed there with her hands over her face, trying to catch her breath as she felt someone crawl over her on the bed. She pressed her lips together, and moved her hands. She took a deep breath and opened them to see Nick staring down at her, smiling.

“I thought you left,” Elisabeth whispered as Nick moved both of his hands on the side of her shoulders, pressing down on the bed so he cold prop himself up, “I mean that’s what the letter said -”

“I wrote the letter this morning,” Nick said as he looked down at her lips and back up into her eyes, “I was going to leave and that guy came by, to tell you that he was sorry for what happened but that he couldn’t leave his wife because something came up and he needed to go home. I punched him and he left. Then I saw how messed up you were on the show tonight and I couldn’t leave,” he said as Elisabeth smiled at him, “I love you too much and I’m so sorry for -”

“I’m sorry too,” Elisabeth whispered as she moved her hands up, wiping her eyes again, “It was the biggest mistake of my life and I’ll regret it until the day that I die and -”

“I still want to marry you -”

” - I still want to marry you,”

“You do?” Nick asked as Elisabeth nodded her head yes, “I still want to marry you,”

“Even though I’m ruined?” Elisabeth asked as Nick looked at her questionably, “I mean I slept with someone else,”

“You’re not ruined,” Nick said as he nodded his head no, leaning his lips down closer to hers, “You’ll never be ruined,” he said as he moved his lips right against hers. Elisabeth smiled in return, leaning her face up, pressing hers against his as they began to kiss slowly. Nick opened his eyes, looking at her for a minute and smile between kisses. He closed his eyes back, kissing her more deeply as she moved her arms around his neck.

“Nick?”

“Yeah?”

“Do you promise me, to never look at another girl as long as we live?” Elisabeth asked as Nick nodded his head yes, smiling at her, “Unless it’s our little girl?”

“I promise,” Nick said as he smiled, “And do you promise to never look at another boy as long as we live unless it’s our son?” Elisabeth smiled, nodding her head yes.

“I promise,” Elisabeth whispered as she began kissing Nick back gently on the lips. She moved her hands down his back, running her fingers across his bare back, causing goose bumps. Nick kissed her back deeply until she moved her hands around to his chest and flipped him over on the bed. Nick looked over at her as she climbed off of bed, standing over him and reached down, unbuttoning his jeans. He stared at her for a second and then looked down at her as she unzipped them. He scooted up off of the bed, so that she could pull them, along with his boxer briefs down. She took a few steps back, pulling them all the way off and stood there looking down at him.

Nick closed his eyes for a split second, and opened them back up to see her reaching to the back of her skirt and unzipped it, sliding it down her body. He clicked his lips as he watched her step out of it and reached up in-between her breast, unclasping her bra and watched it as it fell down to the floor.

Elisabeth smiled, biting down on her bottom lip as she reached up, pulling her hair out of a ponytail. She shook her head, causing it to fall down her shoulders and Nick smiled in return, staring her in the eyes. She took a deep breath, moving her fingers underneath her panties and began sliding them down too and stopped, looking at Nick again. Nick smiled and she pushed them all the way to the ground and stepped out of them.

“Nick…” Elisabeth said as he sat up a little, looking at her, “Get on the bed right. I’m going to go get something okay,” she said as Nick nodded his head and she turned around, walking towards the door to go downstairs. Nick scooted up on the bed, laying his heads on the pillows and ran his hands over his face, thanking God that everything turned out okay. He really didn’t know what he would do if he had lost her. He was never going to make the mistakes he had made in the past few days again.

Never.

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Elisabeth walked out of the other bathroom, holding a condom in her hand. She stopped, and looked around her living room smiling. She had thought she really lost her ‘one’ by the mistakes that had happened the past few days. She started walking towards the stairs, telling herself that she wasn’t ever going to tempt fate again, and Nick was going to be the only man in her life until the day she died.

“I’m back,” Elisabeth whispered as she reached the top step to see Nick lying there, naked on her bed with his hands behind his head and a sexy smirk. She smiled, walking over to the bed and climbing up on it so that she was straddling him. He smiled up at her as she ripped open the condom and looked at it, “Like blue?”

“My second favorite color,” Nick said as Elisabeth smiled again, and began to move it over him. Nick took a deep breath and looked down at what she was doing until he noticed her climbing up closer to his face, “Hey there,”

“Hey,” Elisabeth whispered as she gave him a little kiss on the lips, “I’m sorry for ever doubting our destiny,” she said as Nick opened his eyes, looking at her, “I don’t think I’ll ever be able to make it up to you,”

“You already did,” Nick said as Elisabeth titled her head a little, looking at him, “You said you would still marry me,”. Elisabeth smiled, leaning down to take his mouth into hers, kissing him passionately. She moved her hands over his chest slowly as she moved her lips down, kissing along his neck and shoulders lightly, “Elisabeth?”

“Yeah?”

“I really don’t want to wait to marry you. I want us to start planning it soon,”

“Okay,” Elisabeth said as she looked up at him and he smiled at her, “Really. I want to. There’s no use in waiting. You have time off now and it’d be perfect,” she said as she moved her face up, rubbing her nose with his, “I love you,”

“I love you too,” Nick whispered as Elisabeth smiled. They layed there, kissing each other for what seemed like eternity until she felt something poking her in the leg. She smiled knowing what it was too. She moved her body until she was slowly sliding over him, continuing to kiss him until he had entered her fully. She stayed like that for a minute, getting used to the feel of him until she began to move on top of him, not rushing at all, just enjoying the feeling of him inside of her. His hands had moved from the back of his head, touching her legs and slid up to her waist, helping her as she moved slowly.

Elisabeth leaned over, smiling at him as she continued to move slowly, and kissed him passionately, sucking on his tongue which caused him to moan in return. Elisabeth began to moan slightly too, feeling him moving deeper into her which turned him on even more. Then he began lifting his hips up in time to her, thrusting into her as she was moving onto him.

Their lips never left each other, and his hands moved from her hips up to her breasts, teasing each nipple, as her hands mimicked the same on his body. He wanted her to go faster, whispering it to her, and she began to, their lips breaking just to leave them both panting. She leaned down now, bracing her hands on the bed, on either side of his face, as she moved faster, their eyes locked on each other as they were both moving, until she leaned down further, nibbling on his lips a bit until they started to passionately kiss again.

Nick’s hands went back to her waist, grabbing a hold of it so that he could flip her over on the bed and smiled down at her, entering her again, feeling a sigh of relief from her on his lips. She wrapped her arms around him tightly as he started to kiss down her neck and to her chest while he began to move inside of her. Elisabeth wrapped her legs around him tightly to bring him even closer to her as he started out slow. Elisabeth moved her hands from around his neck and began to move them over his body. His chest, his back, hell even his ass. She wanted him all the way in her and wanted to be as close to him as she could.

Nick stopped massaging her body and moved his arms up so that they wrapped around her shoulders as he began to move inside of her a little faster. Elisabeth began moaning against his lips as they kept kissing passionately. He began to feel her tighten around him and opened his eyes a little to see her looking at him, and he knew that she was about to reach her point, so he began to move a little faster, trying to hold off so that they could come together.

Nick lifted her up a little off of the bed, with his arms around her shoulders while kissing her and began to move inside of her even harder and faster as he felt her gasp for air against his lip and moan as she felt her release and about the same time, he felt his also. He began to slow down and slightly moved out her, resting his head on her chest, feeling her heart beat like crazy.

“Nick,” Elisabeth whispered as Nick lifted his head up, still breathing heavily and looked at her. She smiled back, leaning up to kiss him slowly on the lips. Nick kissed her back just as slowly until they both backed away, opening their eyes and looked at each other, “I want this every night for the rest of my life,”

“You got it,” Nick said as Elisabeth smiled, moving her arms around his neck as they hugged each other, “Where do you want to get married at baby?” Elisabeth held onto him, kissing his shoulder and rested her cheek on it, “Anywhere you want,”

“The beach,” Elisabeth whispered as they stopped hugging and looked each other, “On a cliff, over looking the ocean. I don’t know where, but that’s what I want,” she said as Nick smiled, “How does that sound?”

“Hawaii?” Nick asked as Elisabeth smiled even more, “Let’s do it in Hawaii,”

“Okay,” Elisabeth said as they kissed each other quickly again, “How about next month? We can plan it out by then. June 14th,” she said as Nick nodded his head, agreeing with her, “You like that?”

“I love it,” Nick said as he leaned down to kiss her again. Elisabeth smiled against his lips, moving her hands to his chest and flipped him over again, and straddled him, “Uh oh,”

“You flipped me over, now I’m flipping you over,” Elisabeth whispered as she as she kissed him on the neck, “I want us to get married, on a cliff, overlooking the bright, blue ocean in Hawaii. You’ll be in a suit and I’ll be in a dress, and both of our fucked up families will be there. We’ll declare our undying devotion to each other, kiss when the preacher tells us to, and live happily ever after,”

“I love the sound of that,” Nick whispered as Elisabeth held her head down to hiss, “I’m so glad we’re back together. I was seriously racking my brain the whole time we were apart,”

“Shhh, don’t talk about that anymore,” Elisabeth whispered as Nick frowned, “Aww, baby don’t do that,”

“I know, but I know it turns you on,”

“It really does,”

“I know,” Nick said as he moved his hands to her back, holding onto her, “Who’s going to be your maid of honor?” he asked as Elisabeth shrugged her shoulders, “We’ll worry about that later?”

“Definitely,” Elisabeth whispered as she leaned down to kiss him passionately, and whispered against his lips, “I love you,”

“Glad it’s not just me,” Nick whispered as Elisabeth smiled again, “I love you too,”

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I have him back.

I can’t believe I actually have him back. I think what I went through this past week was a mid-life crisis. Actually it hasn’t even been a week, it was more so a weekend. I can’t believe the things that I have happened. I can’t believe I actually slept with someone else. What was I thinking? God, I almost turned into my family. I can’t be there. I refuse myself to be that.

I can’t believe what I did, really I can’t - but it’s no better than what Nick did. Okay granted what Nick did was a little more unethical since we were together at the time, I actually had full sex with a guy that I’ll probably never see in my life. I can’t believe I did it but I did and I regret it, but I still love Nick.

Now, we’re getting married.

You know when you’re little and you plan your wedding out? I had it all planned out but now it’s just complete blah. I have no idea what I want. I know I told Nick on a cliff over looking the ocean in Hawaii and that’s really nice, but still. Who will be my maid of honor? How is my family going to react, considering they are all messed up in the head. People think Nick’s family’s messed up, but mine is really messed up. I’m so glad that I’m not going to turn out like them.

I’m going to marry my soul mate, having a perfect wedding and I’m going to be happy. I know I am.

I guess it goes back to that whole thing that I said before all of this happened, because I still don’t believe in love at first sight. It is just fairytales that only happen in romance movies with Julia Roberts and Hugh Grant, but soul mates coming together, it can happen.

So now I can ride off into the sunset with my Prince Charming and live happily ever after, just like in the movies. It might be a bumpy road to actually come together, but it happens. I’m living proof.