Chapter 20
Chapter Twenty
Elisabeth just stared back at him, looking into his eyes. She was out of breath, and her heart was beating so fast that she could feel it in her ears. He looked in her eyes, searching them, afraid that he had did something wrong and that she was going to hate him.
“Elisabeth?” Nick whispered as she leaned her head up, taking his mouth into hers, kissing him deeply. She wrapped her arms around him tightly, running her fingers down his back, and sucking on his tongue, which turned him on even more and he knew he was having issues with his ‘friend’ down in his boxer briefs. He opened his eyes, looking at her as they continued to kiss passionately until he felt her hand move down to his boxer briefs. She started to pull them down as far as she could and Nick stopped kissing her, looking down in between them and back up at her. He was about to say something when he felt her hand move around him, moving over him slowly.
He couldn’t believe that she was actually doing this.
“Elisabeth,” Nick whispered as she moved her hand around him faster. Nick started to whimper himself until he leaned down, kissing her slowly. She smiled against his lips, hearing him moan against them. They layed there, with their heads held together, breathing heavily as she moved her hand over him even faster, feeling him throb in her hand. She opened her eyes, looking at him as he held his eyes closed tight and his mouth opened, gasping for air.
She began moving her hand over him faster, getting him so worked up that he was about to explode. He leaned over, kissing her so deeply that it almost took her breath away. Elisabeth couldn’t really believe what she was doing either. She had never done anything like that, but she couldn’t help it. She had to do something. Plus seeing Nick like this turned her on so much that she couldn’t believe how her body was reacting to it.
Then suddenly, Nick stopped kissing her, and opened his eyes, looking into hers, as she moved her hand over him a few more times, and he felt his release, gasping for air when he did. They both layed there, not saying anything at first, but just looked at each other, searching into each other’s eyes, letting them do the talking.
“I love you too Nick,” Elisabeth whispered as Nick smiled, reaching her arms up, around his neck and hugged him. Nick moved his head down in the crook of her neck, hugging her tightly. He almost refused to let go of her until finally Elisabeth stopped hugging him, and Nick moved his head, looking back at her, “I um,” she started to say as she paused and looked out the window, to see that it was storming really badly and looked back at Nick.
“Yeah?” Nick asked, as he reached up, moving a strand of hair off of her face.
“I know we didn’t really do it…”
“It was just as good,” Nick whispered as Elisabeth smiled at him, “You’re not mad at me are you for what I did?”
“No,” Elisabeth said as she nodded her head, telling him that she wasn’t. Nick smiled in return. That was a relief, “I could never be mad at you for that,” she said as she closed her eyes, taking a deep breath and opened them back up, looking at him, “I still want to take things slowly. I just don’t want you to get the wrong idea,”
“I’m not,” Nick said, interrupting her, “I know we’re not rushing into this. I just wanted to show you -”
“You did,” Elisabeth whispered as Nick smiled, “And I love you just as much. Tonight was just, wow.” Nick smiled in return, “Just, is making love always like that?”
“Well,” Nick said as he looked down, shrugging his shoulders a little, “It’s more intimate I think, because you become one you know?” Elisabeth nodded her head, agreeing with him, “But tonight, was just as good. To me anyway. You didn’t have to do what you did -”
“I wanted to,” Elisabeth said as she smiled, biting her bottom lip and looked back out the window, “Bad girl came out in me I guess.”
“I like the bad girl,” Nick whispered as he smiled, leaning down to kiss her slowly and began to whisper against her lips, “Think the storm is letting up outside?”
“Suppose to storm all night,” Elisabeth whispered as she looked down at his chest and back up at him, “Wanna clean up?” she asked as she smiled at him. Nick laughed out loud, shaking his head and looked down at her smiling, “I mean, you know -”
“Yeah,” Nick said as he started to move off of her and stopped, looking down at her, “But first, I wanna say something.”
“Okay,” Elisabeth whispered as she layed there, looking at him. He searched in her eyes for a few seconds until he closed them, taking a deep breath.
“I just wanted to tell you again that I love you,” Nick said as Elisabeth smiled, mouthing ‘I love you too’ to him. He smiled, taking another deep breath, looking her in the eyes, “And that tonight has been probably one of the best nights of my life, and I’m not leaving. I’m staying here until you agree to marry me.”
“I know,” Elisabeth said as she smiled, “Maybe I’ll never tell you that I’ll marry you so that you can stay here forever.”
“What makes you think I’m going to leave you if you do agree?” Nick said as Elisabeth smiled, leaning up to kiss him lightly on the lips, “Now let’s go get clean.”
“Okay,” Elisabeth said as Nick climbed off of the bed, and helped her up, looking down at her. Elisabeth looked at him and looked away, turning shy and Nick put his hands on her face, looking her in the eyes.
“Don’t get shy now,” Nick said as he gave her a quick kiss on the lips and turned around, walking over to her shower. Elisabeth took a deep breath, watching him as he walked over to the shower, and stepped inside. She smiled in return, following him in there, not believing that she was actually going to take a shower with him.
This whole night has just been surreal and almost as if it was a movie. Besides the fact that my mother is pregnant by my father who she hates and is divorced from, I had this really romantic evening with Nick and um, he, performed, um, oral sex on me. That was so weird. I can’t even describe it. I had no idea he was going to do it, but I damn sure wasn’t going to tell him stop either.
Do I look crazy?
Everything he did made me feel so good that I layed there wondering why exactly am I being such a dumb idiot and putting off being with him. I love him so much, and I’m sure he’s the ‘one’, especially after tonight, but I’m just scared. Maybe it’s like he said that at first, he was scared to admit it too. I think that’s what’s wrong with me. I’m just scared to admit it. I’m not scared to admit that I love him so much.
Now I’m standing here in the shower with him, watching him. Watching the water run down his body, and trying to hide myself. So I have my arms crossed over my breast for a reason? I’m shy. I guess I have no right to be anymore, but I still am. He keeps looking at me too. I have a feeling I’m not going to be shy much longer.
“Do you promise that you really mean that?” Elisabeth asked as Nick nodded his head yes, smiling at her, “Really?”
“You’re beautiful. Anybody who thought that you weren’t are blind and don’t know real beauty when they see it,” Nick whispered as Elisabeth smiled, and then started to yawn, “Tired?”
“Yes,” Elisabeth said as she leaned her head back under the water, wetting her hair, “The clock said that it was 1:30 in the morning when I stepped into the shower.”
“Damn, really?” Nick asked as Elisabeth nodded her head yes, before leaning up to kiss him lightly on the lips, “Well we’re clean now right?”
“Yes,” Elisabeth said as she reached over, turning the water off. Nick stepped out of the shower, and Elisabeth followed him, looking out the window to see that it was still storming. She reached over, grabbing a towel and wrapped it around her, while looking over at Nick as he dried off with his towel.
“I’m gonna go downstairs and get some clean boxers to put on,” Nick said as he wrapped the towel around him and smiled at Elisabeth as he walked over to the stairs and began to walk down them. Elisabeth stood there for a minute and looked around the room at all of the candles. She still couldn’t believe what had happened tonight.
She walked over to her dresser, taking out a pair of white bikini panties and slipped them on, dropping her towel on the floor, and put on a matching white tank top. She picked the towel off of the floor, and leaned over, towel drying her hair slightly so that it wouldn’t be so wet when she layed down. Finally she walked over to a candle and started blowing out each one of them.
She stopped after blowing out about ten, to see how fucking many he had lit. It had to be a hundred candles.
She continued to walk around the room, blowing them out as Nick walked back up the steps, wearing a pair of gray boxer briefs to see Elisabeth, walking around the room blowing the candles out. He leaned up against the doorframe, crossing his arms, and watched her. She would lean over, holding her hair back until finally she reached the bed, blowing the last one out.
“Out of breath?” Nick asked as Elisabeth looked up at him with a smirk on her face, “101 candles,”
“You’re crazy,” Elisabeth said as Nick laughed, walking into the room, “So many candles.”
“I know,” Nick whispered as he crossed his arms again, “So do you want me to leave you alone so -”
“No,” Elisabeth said, as she nodded her head no, “I want you to stay in here with me. That is if you can break away from the pink bedroom or have you become too attached to it?”
“I think I can break way,” Nick whispered as Elisabeth smiled, walking over to her bed, and pulling the covers back. She reached over, turning her alarm clock off so that it wouldn’t wake them up the next morning while Nick walked over, jumping on the bed, and getting under the covers, “Right side right?”
“Yes,” Elisabeth said as she climbed into bed, pulling the covers up over them, and layed down on her side, looking at Nick who did the same back at her, “Maybe we are meant for each other. You always have to sleep on that side and I always have to sleep on this side.”
“See,” Nick said as he smiled, “It’s meant to be,” She couldn’t really argue with that, not at all, “So about what you said earlier -”
“What?”
“Your mom, what happened?” Nick asked as Elisabeth started to laugh, “I mean, if she hates your father so damn much then like why in the hell did she sleep with him?”
“She said they got together for dinner while Richard, her boyfriend you know, was out of town, to discuss my sister’s partying and failing grades and one thing lead to another and she’s two months pregnant,” Elisabeth said as she smacked her lips together, “So I’m having a little brother or sister in a few months,” she said as she rolled over on her stomach, looking over at him, “It’s so weird because like my mother’s childbearing days should be over with you know? She’s old enough to be a grandmother, if my brother wasn’t gay and I wasn’t a virgin. I guess my sister could always get knocked up.”
“Our families are so fucked,” Nick said as he rolled over, pushing a strand of hair out of her face, and kissed her on the forehead, “One day, when we have one, we won’t let them be like ours.”
“Definitely,” Elisabeth said as she smiled, leaning up to kissed him lightly on the lips, “Thanks for tonight.”
“No problem,” Nick said as he kissed her back, “Sweet dreams,”
“Sweet dreams,” Elisabeth said as she smiled, taking a deep breath and closed her eyes. Nick layed they’re a few minutes, looking at her. He couldn’t believe that tonight actually happened either, although that didn’t happen, but still. More had happened tonight than had happened in the last two and a half years. He knew that pretty soon that they would be together for good. He knew it wasn’t going to take long.
