Chapter Twenty – Eight - All Night Long

”Nick?” Caraline asked as she looked at him, “Why.. why did you back away like that for? Don’t you wanna kiss me?” she asked as she backed away from him a little, “Is it what I said because if it is I don’t understand, because you told me you loved me,” Nick turned around, pressing his head against the wall and looked down at the ground, not saying anything, “Nick?”

”I am falling in love with you,” Nick whispered as he took a deep breath, “Hell I am in love with you. I have been since our first little date,”

”Then what’s the problem?” Caraline asked as she walked towards the wall, getting closer to him as he turned around, leaning against it and looked at her, “Is it Bryan still? Because he’s in the –“

”No, it’s not that,” Nick said as he slid down the wall, sitting on the floor with his knees in the air, “I hate who I am,”

”Why do you hate who you are?” Caraline asked as she walked over, squatting down beside him as he looked down, trying not to look at her.

”I just hate myself,”

”Nick,”

”I just do bad shit all of the fucking time and –“

”Nick, what’s wrong?”

”I’m a horrible person and you shouldn’t be with me,”

”What? What happened tonight?”

”You don’t deserve me. You should just go back home,”

”Nick,” Caraline said as he closed his eyes, trying not to get upset, “You shouldn’t hate yourself and you do deserve me. Look at yourself. You’ve changed. You’re not that person that you used to be and, I love that person, I’m falling so in love with that person that sometimes I can’t even think straight. I’m so in love with that person that I was in airports all night and all morning just trying to get here to you,”

”You did?”

”Yeah I did,” Caraline whispered as Nick moved his eyes up slowly, looking up at her, “I didn’t like how we ended things so I came here to be with you. Seeing Bryan got me weirded out and all but I don’t want him. I want you,”

”I want you too,” Nick said as Caraline smiled, leaning her face closer to his. He smiled, cupping the side of her face and started to kiss her lips slowly. He took her mouth into his, sucking on her tongue as they both stood up from the floor, still kissing one another. Caraline backed away, looking him in the eye and smiled, biting down on her bottom lip. Nick just stared at her in return, “What?”

”Come on,” Caraline said as she reached for his hand, walking backwards towards the huge master bedroom, “I’m going to do something,”

”Do what?” Nick asked as he smiled, looking down at what she had on before he looked back into her eyes. She lead him into the bedroom which had candles lit around it and soft music playing in the background, “Caraline?”

”I’m,” she whispered as she shut the door and walked back around him, running her fingertips up under his t-shirt, “I’m going to show you how much I care about you,”

”You don’t have to do that,” Nick whispered as Caraline smiled, moving his shirt up his body. Nick lifted his arms up as she slid it over his head and tossed it down on the floor, looking at his chest and then looking back up at him. She nodded her head yes as she moved up closer to him, kissing his lips softly, sucking on them as she moved down to his neck, sucking and biting on it lightly. She moved her hands down to his jeans, unbuttoning and unzipping them, dropping them down to the ground.

Nick leaned his head back, swallowing as Caraline kissed along his chest, licking and tracing his tattoos with her tongue while moving her fingertips under his boxer briefs, and began pulling them down slowly. She moved them all the way down and he stepped out of them and his jeans and shoes all at once while she started to kiss back up to his lips. She ran her fingertips up his side slowly as she took his mouth into his, kissing him deeply.

”Go lay down,” Caraline whispered as Nick smiled at her, before giving her a quick kiss on the lips. He walked up towards the bed, crawling on it and layed down with his heads on the pillows. He looked over at her as she walked around the bed, and stood at the front of it, looking at him.

”Now I’m feeling all uncomfortable with you just laying there looking at me,” Nick said as Caraline smirked, as she reached down, untying the little white robe and slipped it off, showing a little white, silky and lacey negligee, “Uh damn,”

She smiled as she crawled up on the bed, straddling him and put her forehead against his. They sat there, looking each other in the eyes for what seemed like hours but in reality was only a few seconds until she leaned in, kissing him lightly on the lips. Nick moved his right hand up, cupping the side of her face again as he kissed her back, taking her mouth into his. She backed away slowly as he sucked on her bottom lip and smiled at him as she moved her lips to his neck, sucking on his skin lightly.

He closed his eyes, feeling her lips as they traced across his skin, biting at lightly until she reached his shoulder and began sucking on his collarbone lightly. That was enough to drive him wild alone. He moved her fingertips down his chest slowly, tracing his nipples as her lips moved down to his chest again, licking across his tattoos.

She didn’t stay there too long because she moved her lips down to his nipples, moving his nipple ring with her tongue, making him whimper a little. She opened her eyes, looking up at him as he leaned his head back, biting on his bottom lip so she moved her hand over, playing with his other nipple, giving it equal attention until he moved his hands to her waist and she stopped, grabbing them and moved them above his head.

”You can’t touch me,” Caraline whispered as she smiled at him, “You can’t touch me until I say so okay?”

”Okay,” Nick whispered as Caraline bit down on her bottom lip and moved her lips back to his chest, working her way down to his stomach. She gave little butterfly kisses around it, dipping her tongue into his belly button a few times, sending chills down his spine. The way she was running her fingertips up and down his sides slowly, just barely touching his skin didn’t help him either. He wanted to touch her so bad he had to move his hands behind his head, almost pulling at his hair.

He licked his lips, almost letting out a moan as she moved her lips to his pelvic bone, sucking on it lightly. She moved her kisses down his thigh, running her fingertips along his thighs slowly until she moved her lips over, barely touching him and he moaned, letting out a small happy cry. She smiled, taking him into her mouth slowly, pressing her lips against his skin as she went further down, feeling him move up under him a little. She moved her lips back up, sucking on his head just slightly until she heard him whisper her name.

”Come back up here,” Nick whispered as she went down on him again, causing him to moan out loud, sounding out of breath. She kept doing it over and over as he layed there, with his eyes closed, doing his best not to orgasm already but his mind kept going back to what happened the night before. He shook his head a little, realizing what was going on and took a deep breath,” I wanna touch you. Caraline please, I’m begging you,”. She smiled, moving him back out of her mouth, moving her tongue around him, feeling him move again and she started to crawl back up to his face and kissed his nose.

”I’m here,” Caraline whispered as she reached behind his head, taking his hands into hers, entwining their fingers together. Nick opened his eyes, looking at her as he sat up on the bed and began to kiss her slowly. He moved his hands from hers as he moved them down to her thighs, rubbing the inside of them slowly as they sucked on one another’s tongues. He backed away, sucking on her lips and looked her in the eyes as he started to move his hands under her negligee slowly.

She sat there out of breath, watching him as he looked down, realizing the higher he pulled the negligee up that she didn’t have any panties on. He pulled it up over her breast and smiled as she lift her arms up so that he could finish pulling it off and tossed it down on the floor.

”I wanna tell you something,” Nick whispered as Caraline looked into his eyes and smiled, “I just want you to know that if I ever fuck up that I don’t want you to doubt that I love you okay? I’m a fuck up and I mess up all the time and –“ he said as Caraline moved her fingertip up to his lip, shaking her head no. She smiled, moving her finger and started to kiss him back as she moved her hands to his shoulders and began to move down on him so that he could enter her.

They both moaned against each other’s lips as she started to move over him slowly in a repetitive motion. She pushed him back on the bed slowly, moving on top of him, causing him to whimper each time he did. He closed his eyes, and bit down on his lip, trying not to moan out too loudly. He didn’t know why he wanted to do that but something was happening with his body and he couldn’t control it. Nobody had ever made him feel that way before. He opened his eyes, seeing her as she leaned his head back with her eyes closed and he moved his hands on her hips, helping her as she moved on top of him.

A few minutes later Caraline leaned down, kissing him deeply and Nick smiled against her lips, pushing her back down on top of him and felt her moan against his lips for a change. They kissed one another as she continued to move back and forth on top of him, during a circular motion every so often, slamming back down on top of him, driving him crazy. Every time she did it, he grabbed her hips, moving her down roughly, driving her crazy.

She finally sat back up, moving her hands on his shoulders, making him sit up with her as he wrapped his arms around her back, pushing her up closer to him. They moved their heads together, looking one another in the eyes as Caraline wrapped her arms around his neck. Then she moved her fingertips down his arms slowly, bringing his hands back and entwined their fingers again, holding them up. Nick smiled at her as he moved his lips back to hers, kissing her slowly until she moved down on top of him faster and he moaned out loud, causing her to smile against his.

He kissed her deeply, sucking on her tongue, and taking her mouth into his as she started to move faster on top of him, causing them to let go of their hands and wrap their arms around one another again. Nick moved his lips down to her shoulder, sucking on her collarbone lightly and began to work his way back up to her neck, sucking on it until he reached her lips again.

They held their heads together again, looking into one another’s eyes and panting as they both started to get near to where they both wanted to be. Caraline moved her right hand up, pushing his hair off his face, so that it wouldn’t stick to his forehead with all of the sweat that they were working up and he smiled at her as she moved down on top of him once more, and they both felt their release. She smiled back, moving her face up to his, pressing her forehead up against his as he wrapped his arms around her tighter, looking into her eyes.

”I love you,” Caraline whispered as Nick stared back at her, and held his mouth open, trying to catch his breath, “That’s how much I love you and how bad I’m really falling for you.” Nick just stared back at her, “Aren’t you going to say something?”

”Uh huh,”

”Then say something,”

”Marry me.”